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ATG :: VOLUME #13 LIFE SEVERING, SOUL DYING
#1364: Bursting a dike
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The wind sound/rumor goes far away, Yun Che looks at dumbly there, a present world dizziness.
„Benefactor Elder Brother, you how?” Feng Xian'er stops the footsteps hastily.
Yun Che looks at the front, the look delay, the blood of whole body completely stopped flowing in numb, his asking: „You a moment ago...... Has to hear...... What sound?”
„Sound? No.” Feng Xian'er shakes the head, except for howls lightly, but wind sound/rumor, she has not heard any sound.
The Yun Che present aural acuity, has missed far more than several plane with Feng Xian'er, including sound that Feng Xian'er has not heard, only may is only hallucination.
But, Yun Che actually shakes the head, shaking the head that nearly trembles, he turns around, but body weak made him kneel on the ground all of a sudden......
"Ah! you...... You how? ” Feng Xian'er hurries to support him, feels helpless.
„No...... Is her sound...... Is her sound......” Yun Che line of sight gradual fuzziness, the blood of whole body in the chaotic surges, even if „beauty has been separated by” for several years, but her immortal shade, her sound, forever deeply inscribes in his soul deeply and most ashamed, is most painful, is the place that most cannot move.
Arrived dying will not have tiny bit fading from the memory.
„Leads me to pass...... Leads me to pass!” He puts out a hand to grasp to the bamboo hut direction, but the weakness and trembling of whole body keep him almost from standing up.
„Ah...... Good, I...... We pass...... Our in the past!”
Feng Xian'er clear incomparable feeling shivering of Yun Che body, his body surface, even flood not a normal redness, but his facial expression, was the confusion to is punctured Soul likely...... Her was frightened thoroughly, hurrying nod is complying, cannot attend to advising against Yun Che there danger, leading him to return to bamboo forest.
Protecting that simultaneously revolution profound energy, incomparably is careful in Yun Che body.
Re-enters bamboo forest, just to the edge, they approached aura that then lets exceptionally vigilant Yun Wuxin "Sou" from bamboo forest once more appear the forms, looks that just ran away in fear by her two people that then turns back, her small face evil spirit is unusual, the sound also one raised: „How Hey! you came back! Immediately leaves, otherwise......”
Her hand extends: „Does not leave, I may probably hit to fly really you!”
The Yun Che's vision chaotic rotation, as to penetrate this layer upon layer bamboo forest...... At this time, the bamboo forest deep place, transmitted gently wipes such as the quiet dream sound: „Xin'er, were you speaking with whom?”
Buzz------
immortal sound with the wind, such as the smoke like fog, this split second, Yun Che's Soul blasts out likely all of a sudden, the present world became the pale piece, the blood of whole body such as insane the general rushing top of the head...... He stays there, the breath completely stops, cannot feel the heartbeat, even could not feel that existence of body, looked like has crashed into not the real illusion suddenly......
"Ah!" Feng Xian'er supports him once more, she felt that the Yun Che's body depended on completely in her body, shivering of body, changing colors pupil...... Lost all Soul likely suddenly.
„Is small... Immortal... Female......” he sleep talking low nan, plunging the front that then loses control of: „Little Fairy...... You...... You...... Little Fairy!!”
That is only his name, that this thinks that is unable to see again, can only bosom the life guilty immortal shade......
The calling out of Yun Che extremely intense response and out-of-control not only frightened Feng Xian'er, frightened Yun Wuxin, her eyes opened wide, on face has also revealed several points of anxiety: „He...... He? No...... Doesn't close my matter?”
„......” Feng Xian'er is startled however looks at Yun Che, was unanswerable.
bamboo forest tows lightly, a form appears from bamboo forest slowly, her footsteps are very light very slow, resembles in the clouds, in the dream, as before is the white clothing that she most loves, the auspicious snow is generally pure, the pearls and jade have no time generally. The physique as before is like that faintly recognizable of unique this mortal world, such as immortal such as imaginary, resembles never contaminates this world smoke and fire.
Compared the past, she was thinner, was more delicate, was almost difficult to ban the bamboo forest cold wind. body was the same with Yun Che, did not have any Profound Dao aura, but, compared Yun Che will gloomy below fast old, ascended the sky seems actually partial in her, even if profound strength were completely loose, is not willing to leave behind the trace of any years and vicissitudes on her face as before, static standing there, is actually collects completely in the world all brilliance.
Chu Yuechan.
She looks at Yun Che, Yun Che visits her, that flash that the two people vision moves, the world framed likely suddenly, did not have any brilliance, did not have any sound...... Only then in the pupil the opposite party that also wants the illusory inverted image compared with dreamland.
„Mother!?” Yun Wuxin shouted lightly, an exquisite body revolution, arrived at her side, gentle profound energy anxious turning round in her body, lest she was injured by the cold: „Today's wind is very cool, you cannot come out.”
„......” Daughter's anxious words, she did not respond, looks at Yun Che, all brilliance in beautiful eyes changes to a fog haziness, between lips, overflow sleep talking low nan of gently: „Yes...... You............”
nod that „......” Yun Che nod, is incapable of making an effort, he wants to forward, but how the body actually does not listen to direct, his again and again opens the mouth, used for a long time is very very long, finally sent out to shiver to the sound that oneself are unable to hear clearly: „Yes...... I...... Is I......”
„......” The body of Chu Yuechan sways, flowery lips that opens in the wind gently again is actually not able to make the sound. Present man, on his face wrote all over lost with the vicissitudes, once bright eyes also became like that muddy, but...... First instant, she then knows is he.
That confuses her heartstrings, melts her heart to guard, after completely occupies her body and soul, is cruel-hearted the man who forever leaves her to go to......
Another gust blows, making her in losing the soul slowly but actually goes......
"Ah! mother...... You? You...... Do not frighten me. ” Yun Wuxin supports her hastily, she sees mother, looks at Yun Che, Xin'er is confused and flurried.
„......” This wisp of cool breeze, awakens from the illusion Yun Che finally slightly, he puts out a hand, gradually moves toward the front, but, he actually could not feel that own footsteps, the body looks like by the invisible fog is held, bit by bit, approaches to that this thinks that only in the form that in the dream will present.
„......” Yun Wuxin has not stopped...... Why she does not know, arrives at her mother's body before Yun Che, she is as before dull silly standing there, feels helpless.
Chu Yuechan putting out a hand slowly, moved the Yun Che's cheeks, the rough touch, was clearer than any thing: „You also...... Living............”
„I also...... Is living......” Yun Che nod, each character, vast light smoke: „You also...... Also...... Is living......”
two people, he thinks that cannot see her again, the life is only painful, she thinks that cannot see him again, life only regret...... Always will play the brutal joke the destiny also to be occasionally benevolent, will be only this benevolence. Late came for nearly 12 years.
He grips the hand of Chu Yuechan, the mild touch from the palm passes on to each corner of soul, told him all these is not being an illusion, since he held the hand of Little Fairy again...... Moreover, does not want to separate.
When loses has how rendingly, when regains has being wild with joy how. They „beauty will forever separate” for nearly 12 years, the countless words are actually belong to silent, the face and form of opposite party are clear in pupil from time to time, from time to time blurs, the entire world, likely is non-stop in real and illusory cuts.
„Mother, you? You...... Fell ill?” Yun Wuxin looks that mother and Yun Che entangle in the same place hand, slightly handles gently is pulling her lower hem corner, timid asking.
Her sound, lets the Yun Che revolutions pupil cannot help but, he looks at Yun Wuxin, the pupil light suddenly actually again is unable to put aside, the chaotic soul trembled to swing fiercer......
Her surnamed Yun......
11 years old......
could it be that...... She...... She is......
Another hand of Chu Yuechan stretches out, pulls daughter's tender and delicate small hand, gently said: „Xin'er, he is your Father.”
„......” The Yun Che's body sways fiercely, line of sight again thorough fuzzy.
His behind, Feng Xian'er both hands cover the lip, beautiful eyes stare in a big way, the whole person is completely silly there.
„......” Sees mother, looks at Yun Che, Yun Wuxin flowery lips light, say/way: „But, Father...... It is not already...... Not in world?”
Chu Yuechan shakes the head, the tears of corner of the eye have no time compared with in world most radiant star light chillier beautiful: „Was mother has deceived you, your Father was not only living...... Also had found us...... Xin'er, later, you had Father...... Are you happy?”
„...... Father...... Father?” Yun Wuxin opens flowery lips as before, looks at Yun Che dull dimly, the pupil light turns round the mist that likely is unable to disperse.
„Wuxin (unintentional)...... My daughter......” looks near at hand, with his bloodline connected girl, the Yun Che's heart already the confusion to peak, the outstretch palm that he shivered, moved to Yun Wuxin...... His daughter, his life continues......
Yun Wuxin has not shunted, but his hand actually stopped in the midair, then timid reclamation, does not dare to move, feared oneself full are the rough sully finger contaminates her busy tender face, feared that she was not willing to accept in oneself this world the most useless father, feared all such as the blister generally suddenly dream broken......
„You...... Really is Father?” Near his ear, resounds girl's voice. Her eye visits him very much earnestly, he has not seen so beautiful eyes, exceeds this has seen his entire life all sceneries, all stars.
His nod, does not have the face to acknowledge. Mother and daughter wretched 12 years...... He has not witnessed her birth, has not accompanied her growth, not completely, even if one day and moment and a breath make father's responsibility...... How he matches the acknowledgment.
„That......” girl is anxious: „Will I that ominous Father, Father spank my a moment ago?”
A few words gently, let the Yun Che body and Soul each corner , if there is innumerable say/way warm currents to explode, his world thorough fuzziness, the leans forward of body in trembling, grasped own daughter, tight grasps, tears split second bursts a dike, submerged his all wills and sounds, in an instant moistened girl's emaciated shoulder.
„Father...... Originally is the love crying ghost.” Yun Wuxin snuggles up to father's bosom, gently was reading, unknowingly, her cheeks also silent fell a clear water mark.
She does not know that oneself father tears have how preciously, even if in leaving the pain of soul, among the life and death, he has fallen never drop of tears.
But at this moment, his tears actually insane general bursting a dike.
„Hiss..................” He clenches teeth stubbornly, wish of going all out stops rushing down of tears, in any event is actually not able to stop, is unable to say complete a few words...... A character......
My Yuechan......
My daughter......
Our daughters......
These days after rebirth, he passed in dim every day, his again and again asked oneself are living why, even again and again hates itself also to live.
But at this moment, his incomparable rejoicing, incomparable feels grateful itself also to live......
Is living really well......
Yes, in this world, does not have any ratio to live again a happier matter......
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1364: Bursting a dike
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