Tuesday, March 19, 2019

1364: Bursting a dike

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ATG :: VOLUME #13 LIFE SEVERING, SOUL DYING
#1364: Bursting a dike
   
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The wind sound/rumor goes far away, Yun Che looks at dumbly there, a pre­sent world dizzi­ness.
„Bene­fac­tor Elder Brother, you how?” Feng Xian'er stops the foot­steps hastily.
Yun Che looks at the front, the look delay, the blood of whole body com­pletely stopped flow­ing in numb, his ask­ing: „You a mo­ment ago...... Has to hear...... What sound?”
„Sound? No.” Feng Xian'er shakes the head, ex­cept for howls lightly, but wind sound/rumor, she has not heard any sound.
The Yun Che pre­sent aural acu­ity, has missed far more than sev­eral plane with Feng Xian'er, in­clud­ing sound that Feng Xian'er has not heard, only may is only hal­lu­ci­na­tion.
But, Yun Che ac­tu­ally shakes the head, shak­ing the head that nearly trem­bles, he turns around, but body weak made him kneel on the ground all of a sud­den......
"Ah! you...... You how? ” Feng Xian'er hur­ries to sup­port him, feels help­less.
„No...... Is her sound...... Is her sound......” Yun Che line of sight grad­ual fuzzi­ness, the blood of whole body in the chaotic surges, even if „beauty has been sep­a­rated by” for sev­eral years, but her im­mor­tal shade, her sound, for­ever deeply in­scribes in his soul deeply and most ashamed, is most painful, is the place that most can­not move.
Ar­rived dying will not have tiny bit fad­ing from the mem­ory.
„Leads me to pass...... Leads me to pass!” He puts out a hand to grasp to the bam­boo hut di­rec­tion, but the weak­ness and trem­bling of whole body keep him al­most from stand­ing up.
„Ah...... Good, I...... We pass...... Our in the past!”
Feng Xian'er clear in­com­pa­ra­ble feel­ing shiv­er­ing of Yun Che body, his body sur­face, even flood not a nor­mal red­ness, but his fa­cial ex­pres­sion, was the con­fu­sion to is punc­tured Soul likely...... Her was fright­ened thor­oughly, hur­ry­ing nod is com­ply­ing, can­not at­tend to ad­vis­ing against Yun Che there dan­ger, lead­ing him to re­turn to bam­boo for­est.
Pro­tect­ing that si­mul­ta­ne­ously rev­o­lu­tion pro­found en­ergy, in­com­pa­ra­bly is care­ful in Yun Che body.
Re-en­ters bam­boo for­est, just to the edge, they ap­proached aura that then lets ex­cep­tion­ally vig­i­lant Yun Wuxin "Sou" from bam­boo for­est once more ap­pear the forms, looks that just ran away in fear by her two peo­ple that then turns back, her small face evil spirit is un­usual, the sound also one raised: „How Hey! you came back! Im­me­di­ately leaves, oth­er­wise......”
Her hand ex­tends: „Does not leave, I may prob­a­bly hit to fly re­ally you!”
The Yun Che's vi­sion chaotic ro­ta­tion, as to pen­e­trate this layer upon layer bam­boo for­est...... At this time, the bam­boo for­est deep place, trans­mit­ted gen­tly wipes such as the quiet dream sound: „Xin'er, were you speak­ing with whom?”
Buzz------
im­mor­tal sound with the wind, such as the smoke like fog, this split sec­ond, Yun Che's Soul blasts out likely all of a sud­den, the pre­sent world be­came the pale piece, the blood of whole body such as in­sane the gen­eral rush­ing top of the head...... He stays there, the breath com­pletely stops, can­not feel the heart­beat, even could not feel that ex­is­tence of body, looked like has crashed into not the real il­lu­sion sud­denly......
"Ah!" Feng Xian'er sup­ports him once more, she felt that the Yun Che's body de­pended on com­pletely in her body, shiv­er­ing of body, chang­ing col­ors pupil...... Lost all Soul likely sud­denly.
„Is small... Im­mor­tal... Fe­male......” he sleep talk­ing low nan, plung­ing the front that then loses con­trol of: „Lit­tle Fairy...... You...... You...... Lit­tle Fairy!!”
That is only his name, that this thinks that is un­able to see again, can only bosom the life guilty im­mor­tal shade......
The call­ing out of Yun Che ex­tremely in­tense re­sponse and out-of-con­trol not only fright­ened Feng Xian'er, fright­ened Yun Wuxin, her eyes opened wide, on face has also re­vealed sev­eral points of anx­i­ety: „He...... He? No...... Doesn't close my mat­ter?”
„......” Feng Xian'er is star­tled how­ever looks at Yun Che, was unan­swer­able.
bam­boo for­est tows lightly, a form ap­pears from bam­boo for­est slowly, her foot­steps are very light very slow, re­sem­bles in the clouds, in the dream, as be­fore is the white cloth­ing that she most loves, the aus­pi­cious snow is gen­er­ally pure, the pearls and jade have no time gen­er­ally. The physique as be­fore is like that faintly rec­og­niz­able of unique this mor­tal world, such as im­mor­tal such as imag­i­nary, re­sem­bles never con­t­a­m­i­nates this world smoke and fire.
Com­pared the past, she was thin­ner, was more del­i­cate, was al­most dif­fi­cult to ban the bam­boo for­est cold wind. body was the same with Yun Che, did not have any Pro­found Dao aura, but, com­pared Yun Che will gloomy below fast old, as­cended the sky seems ac­tu­ally par­tial in her, even if pro­found strength were com­pletely loose, is not will­ing to leave be­hind the trace of any years and vi­cis­si­tudes on her face as be­fore, sta­tic stand­ing there, is ac­tu­ally col­lects com­pletely in the world all bril­liance.
Chu Yuechan.
She looks at Yun Che, Yun Che vis­its her, that flash that the two peo­ple vi­sion moves, the world framed likely sud­denly, did not have any bril­liance, did not have any sound...... Only then in the pupil the op­po­site party that also wants the il­lu­sory in­verted image com­pared with dream­land.
„Mother!?” Yun Wuxin shouted lightly, an ex­quis­ite body rev­o­lu­tion, ar­rived at her side, gen­tle pro­found en­ergy anx­ious turn­ing round in her body, lest she was in­jured by the cold: „Today's wind is very cool, you can­not come out.”
„......” Daugh­ter's anx­ious words, she did not re­spond, looks at Yun Che, all bril­liance in beau­ti­ful eyes changes to a fog hazi­ness, be­tween lips, over­flow sleep talk­ing low nan of gen­tly: „Yes...... You............”
nod that „......” Yun Che nod, is in­ca­pable of mak­ing an ef­fort, he wants to for­ward, but how the body ac­tu­ally does not lis­ten to di­rect, his again and again opens the mouth, used for a long time is very very long, fi­nally sent out to shiver to the sound that one­self are un­able to hear clearly: „Yes...... I...... Is I......”
„......” The body of Chu Yuechan sways, flow­ery lips that opens in the wind gen­tly again is ac­tu­ally not able to make the sound. Pre­sent man, on his face wrote all over lost with the vi­cis­si­tudes, once bright eyes also be­came like that muddy, but...... First in­stant, she then knows is he.
That con­fuses her heart­strings, melts her heart to guard, after com­pletely oc­cu­pies her body and soul, is cruel-hearted the man who for­ever leaves her to go to......
An­other gust blows, mak­ing her in los­ing the soul slowly but ac­tu­ally goes......
"Ah! mother...... You? You...... Do not frighten me. ” Yun Wuxin sup­ports her hastily, she sees mother, looks at Yun Che, Xin'er is con­fused and flur­ried.
„......” This wisp of cool breeze, awak­ens from the il­lu­sion Yun Che fi­nally slightly, he puts out a hand, grad­u­ally moves to­ward the front, but, he ac­tu­ally could not feel that own foot­steps, the body looks like by the in­vis­i­ble fog is held, bit by bit, ap­proaches to that this thinks that only in the form that in the dream will pre­sent.
„......” Yun Wuxin has not stopped...... Why she does not know, ar­rives at her mother's body be­fore Yun Che, she is as be­fore dull silly stand­ing there, feels help­less.
Chu Yuechan putting out a hand slowly, moved the Yun Che's cheeks, the rough touch, was clearer than any thing: „You also...... Liv­ing............”
„I also...... Is liv­ing......” Yun Che nod, each char­ac­ter, vast light smoke: „You also...... Also...... Is liv­ing......”
two peo­ple, he thinks that can­not see her again, the life is only painful, she thinks that can­not see him again, life only re­gret...... Al­ways will play the bru­tal joke the des­tiny also to be oc­ca­sion­ally benev­o­lent, will be only this benev­o­lence. Late came for nearly 12 years.
He grips the hand of Chu Yuechan, the mild touch from the palm passes on to each cor­ner of soul, told him all these is not being an il­lu­sion, since he held the hand of Lit­tle Fairy again...... More­over, does not want to sep­a­rate.
When loses has how rend­ingly, when re­gains has being wild with joy how. They „beauty will for­ever sep­a­rate” for nearly 12 years, the count­less words are ac­tu­ally be­long to silent, the face and form of op­po­site party are clear in pupil from time to time, from time to time blurs, the en­tire world, likely is non-stop in real and il­lu­sory cuts.
„Mother, you? You...... Fell ill?” Yun Wuxin looks that mother and Yun Che en­tan­gle in the same place hand, slightly han­dles gen­tly is pulling her lower hem cor­ner, timid ask­ing.
Her sound, lets the Yun Che rev­o­lu­tions pupil can­not help but, he looks at Yun Wuxin, the pupil light sud­denly ac­tu­ally again is un­able to put aside, the chaotic soul trem­bled to swing fiercer......
Her sur­named Yun......
11 years old......
could it be that...... She...... She is......
An­other hand of Chu Yuechan stretches out, pulls daugh­ter's ten­der and del­i­cate small hand, gen­tly said: „Xin'er, he is your Fa­ther.”
„......” The Yun Che's body sways fiercely, line of sight again thor­ough fuzzy.
His be­hind, Feng Xian'er both hands cover the lip, beau­ti­ful eyes stare in a big way, the whole per­son is com­pletely silly there.
„......” Sees mother, looks at Yun Che, Yun Wuxin flow­ery lips light, say/way: „But, Fa­ther...... It is not al­ready...... Not in world?”
Chu Yuechan shakes the head, the tears of cor­ner of the eye have no time com­pared with in world most ra­di­ant star light chill­ier beau­ti­ful: „Was mother has de­ceived you, your Fa­ther was not only liv­ing...... Also had found us...... Xin'er, later, you had Fa­ther...... Are you happy?”
„...... Fa­ther...... Fa­ther?” Yun Wuxin opens flow­ery lips as be­fore, looks at Yun Che dull dimly, the pupil light turns round the mist that likely is un­able to dis­perse.
„Wuxin (un­in­ten­tional)...... My daugh­ter......” looks near at hand, with his blood­line con­nected girl, the Yun Che's heart al­ready the con­fu­sion to peak, the out­stretch palm that he shiv­ered, moved to Yun Wuxin...... His daugh­ter, his life con­tin­ues......
Yun Wuxin has not shunted, but his hand ac­tu­ally stopped in the midair, then timid recla­ma­tion, does not dare to move, feared one­self full are the rough sully fin­ger con­t­a­m­i­nates her busy ten­der face, feared that she was not will­ing to ac­cept in one­self this world the most use­less fa­ther, feared all such as the blis­ter gen­er­ally sud­denly dream bro­ken......
„You...... Re­ally is Fa­ther?” Near his ear, re­sounds girl's voice. Her eye vis­its him very much earnestly, he has not seen so beau­ti­ful eyes, ex­ceeds this has seen his en­tire life all scener­ies, all stars.
His nod, does not have the face to ac­knowl­edge. Mother and daugh­ter wretched 12 years...... He has not wit­nessed her birth, has not ac­com­pa­nied her growth, not com­pletely, even if one day and mo­ment and a breath make fa­ther's re­spon­si­bil­ity...... How he matches the ac­knowl­edg­ment.
„That......” girl is anx­ious: „Will I that omi­nous Fa­ther, Fa­ther spank my a mo­ment ago?”
A few words gen­tly, let the Yun Che body and Soul each cor­ner , if there is in­nu­mer­able say/way warm cur­rents to ex­plode, his world thor­ough fuzzi­ness, the leans for­ward of body in trem­bling, grasped own daugh­ter, tight grasps, tears split sec­ond bursts a dike, sub­merged his all wills and sounds, in an in­stant moist­ened girl's ema­ci­ated shoul­der.
„Fa­ther...... Orig­i­nally is the love cry­ing ghost.” Yun Wuxin snug­gles up to fa­ther's bosom, gen­tly was read­ing, un­know­ingly, her cheeks also silent fell a clear water mark.
She does not know that one­self fa­ther tears have how pre­ciously, even if in leav­ing the pain of soul, among the life and death, he has fallen never drop of tears.
But at this mo­ment, his tears ac­tu­ally in­sane gen­eral burst­ing a dike.
„Hiss..................” He clenches teeth stub­bornly, wish of going all out stops rush­ing down of tears, in any event is ac­tu­ally not able to stop, is un­able to say com­plete a few words...... A char­ac­ter......
My Yuechan......
My daugh­ter......
Our daugh­ters......
These days after re­birth, he passed in dim every day, his again and again asked one­self are liv­ing why, even again and again hates it­self also to live.
But at this mo­ment, his in­com­pa­ra­ble re­joic­ing, in­com­pa­ra­ble feels grate­ful it­self also to live......
Is liv­ing re­ally well......
Yes, in this world, does not have any ratio to live again a hap­pier mat­ter......

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